This is me

WHAT THE F IS WRONG WITH YOU?! HINDI KA BAGAY SA PROFESSION MO NA YAN. LEARN TO BE FAIR NAMAN, TANDA MO NA E. KUMUKULO DUGO KO SAYO, BAKA PAG NAKITA KITA DI KO MAPIGILAN NA SAPAKIN KA.

Kalurkey! xD

HEADACHE!! >.<

kaloka ka lola, haha, nang dahil sa isang bagay, nagalit ka. haha papahiramin k namn, naginarte k lang. @.@ tsismis ever? xD tapos gusto mo lahat may utang na loob sayo. utang na loob namn! haha tumigil ka na. wala ng natutuwa sayo. 

A real relationship

Has fights. Has trust. Has faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has sweet smiles. Has genuine laughter. Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments. Has patience. Has communication. Has secrets. Has jealousy. And most importantly, love. This is all just a mess that turns out beautiful & an experience that can never be forgotten.

(Source: marjorie-s, via raretofindbabe)

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For almost a week i’ve kept the hurt I’m feeling. I can still fake smile though. Every night I can imagine your face, which makes me feel happy yet this turns into jealousy and uneasiness. Because with your face I see another image - a face I know that’s not me. I know there’s something between the two of you. I’m not really sure if I should still hold on or let you go - let go of the one I love. A part of me wants to see you but a bigger part doesn’t want to. 

Broken promises - that’s what i get. Lies - that’s all i think I’ve heard. Pretension. Foolishness. For making me feel special - somehow in my opinion - THANK YOU. I guess its my mistake for not making you love me. I’m not sure if I’m going to cry - slowly I’m beginning to feel like I’m a rock - nothing can make me cry (not you). Getting tired just come I guess. 

I still cant decide yet. I only want you to be true, to be honest, to love me with your all. But instead, what you did was like back stabbing and disrespect me. Don’t I deserve to be respected?

I am really at an uneasy situation - being ill at the same time. *SIGH* I do want to slap you - real hard! Pity me cause i know i can’t do that to you. Pity me for loving and doing my best for you. >.< I’ve been so blind. I even ate my own words: “Hindi ko ibibigay sayo lahat”. I don’t have anything more to say. I just want to shout!!

_the time for ending things up is coming close_ o.o